panic....no calm

"hello, this is St. John's. How may I help you?" I don't even know how to answer the phone anymore!!!!!! Okay, let me try again. "Good Morning, St. John's". How's that? And have you noticed my typing. Practice. Caps. Commas. Periods. gee.....semi-colons!!!! Oh Lord, help me. It's kind of nice to know I only have to whisper, He is so near. At that other place, I had to yell, to get any attention. LOL

Okay....count down. I have to be there at 8:00 am. Its 7:10 right now. It is no more than 7 minutes away, probably closer to 3. I don't want to be late. But I can not be earlier. Oh I am working myself up. I am going to be nutz by the time I get there. I can hear the whine in my thoughts.

I am oh so over it. Here we go.

............................................................I wonder what we'll do for lunch today. ACK!!! What if it is not "we". What if they leave me stranded. Do I come home? Do I just go do some fast food and run the risk of it dripping down my shirt? Maybe we will take the lady whose place I am slipping into out to lunch today. Maybe they baked her a cake! Oh, should I take a coffee cup? I should have planned this out better.

Not to worry....He has the plan. :))

im out.....ttyl *X*X*X*X
oh i am just so nervous